I’m tired of walking down One way streets.
I’m tired of waiting for my opportunity,
I have to make my own way.
Day to day life is getting harder.Without a daily purpose, it’s like time is standing still. I feel so empty. There’s nothing left to work towards here, nothing left to look forward to.
So why am I still here?
Prayer and meditation helps me to deal with these emotions But it cannot change my life. I have to do that by changing my environment.
I’ve gotten too comfortable with living like this…Swallowing my feelings and accepting that this is just the way my life is. I’m not happy, I’m Just trying to be content.
But it’s not working anymore.
I’m at the point where it’s hard to get out of bed and keep facing the same reality. I know it’s time to move on.